im at work now. i just passed the ALL HELL BREAK LOOSE stage. sesungguhnya aku tersangatlah penat utk bekerja hari ini. but i dragged my filthy fucking ass and go to work no matter how i feel like not coming. BECAUSE, i have what we call DISCIPLINE. so, maki2 mcm mana pn aku tetap pegi. sebab, $$$ susah nk cari. kalau tkda $$$ tkda shopping beb. and as we all know, SHOPPING ITU ADALAH PERLU BAGI UMAT SEPERTI KITA :)

so tadi aku received a call frm asruff. this guy i knw from zedge. well dia pn keje airport jugak. and somehow COINCIDENTLY he works for jetstarasia too :D ever since dia dpt extension number aku, dia akan kol everytime aku anta email atau fax yg bukan2 such as a/c swap, cancellation and what nots. haha. so yeah, at least aku tkda lah kesunyian kn. and he keeps calling me ANNIE WINEHOUSE. nari aku work 1500-2359 but too bad, he's gonna work the whole night. hahaha.

hmm..

i feel so bad. i feel so dirty.
coz ive been cheating on my bf. and i cant keep it to myself anymore.
should i confess? what if he goes berserk? what can i do to keep him calm?
i still love him, but SEX is WACK.
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amy? am i planning to keep him just as a scandal? he doesnt like it when i call him my scandal.
he's fun to be wit. he's exciting. and dont even mention SEX.
but
he's got kids
he's got too much jealousy
he doesnt trust me
AND HE LIVES NEAR HIS EX WIFE.

and how is that not FUCKED UP?

ahhhhhhhhhh. so the other day kakak aku yg mcm sial tu pauto aku
dia ckp, ANI, GIMME ONE CIG. DEPAN MAK AHHH SIIIAAAALLLLL
aku terperanjat gila babi ah tapi try maintain muka. kiwak siak kakak aku tu.
and a few days after that, aku found out kakak aku ISAP ROKOK.
aku pikir, biarlah rokok jangan KONEK sak.

dah lah eh, aku tk tau apa nk type lagi. stress!!!!