i am amazed at how patient i have been wit the 2 men i truly love. i knw some of u might be thinking wat bullshit ani? but yeah. as much as i hate to admit it, i love both my ex bf(an) and scandal(amy).

for some reason, amy is always jealous that i love an more than i love him. i wish i knew of something to say to convince him that no matter what, ....................... it sux to leave the sentence hanging. my life is so messed up. i am single now yeah but i still dunno why ive been feeling heavy, like a burden on my shoulders.

apa u nk takut ni? i single kan? wat da hell seh.... skit2 jealous >:(

anyhoos. my 2 most beloved men are making me stress again.

andra: i want to get back together wit u
amy: will u be my girl?

so i said. please. gimme some time. i do not have any answer.